Now.
Sometimes, these thoughts in my head speak so loud.
Every little thing that I think about
just built on top of the pain and doubt.
Even though I want to just, just letting it out,
I try to act like I don't mind it.
Try to keep my mouth so quiet,
but sitting there in my silence
just seems to amplify it.
When I thought that keeping this inside would make it better,
I never thought that I would end up holding it forever.
But everytime I think I got everything put back together,
I end up making more regrets, making more regrets.

Falling from grace,
I watch it all come apart,
knowing I could have changed it all from the start.
Fighting myself, I always lose.
Fighting myself, I always lose.

I didn't want you to think
I'm worn out so easily.
I wish I'd held it in,
so you never knew what's built up inside of me.
Now, I don't know how it overflows,
spill out unwillingly.
But now, everything that I learned to hate
came out for you to see.
I don't want you to promise
you can change everything and make it better
'cause you can bet,
I'm gonna end up ruining it forever.
And everytime you think, you got everything put back together,
I end up making more regrets, more regrets.

Falling from grace,
I watch it all come apart,
knowing I could have changed it all from the start.
Fighting myself, I always lose.
Fighting myself, I always lose.
Falling from grace,
I watch it all come apart,
knowing I could have changed it all from the start.
Fighting myself, I always lose.
Fighting myself, I always lose.

I can't run with this weight on my back.
I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past.
I can't breathe, I need to break free
from the anger that is constantly inside of me.
I can't run with this weight on my back.
I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past.
I can't breathe, I need to break free
from the anger that is constantly inside of me.

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